Happy Birthday to my first love, my first born. Your candle is lit, M, and thoughts of you fill my heart. We will go buy our Christmas tree today, our tradition now, on your birthday. We love and miss you always. XOXOXOXOXOXO...FOREVER
*Dec. 2005* Firstborn son, M, born still at 34 weeks
*Oct. 2006* Early miscarriage
*Dec. 2007* Little girl, A, born alive!!!
*Oct. 2009* Second son, IZ, died during pregnancy at 20 wks. 3 days.
I have no idea what to write after that little chart.